December 2009
55 posts
i miss my bestfriends, im in serious need of a girls night.
dance tonight was just dragging on,
luckily i have no hw to do after dance, so i can just go to bed now :)
i love that.
goodnight
lost-and-delirious:
Soco Ameretto Lime - Brand...
November 2009
63 posts
"have a good life jason mraz" "you too sara, stay...
yesterday this guy tom from panera left to work at a different cafe.
i didnt think i be as upset as i was to see him leave.
he stayed for my break and talked to me about everything and i leaned so much about life from him.
it took alot to keep myself from crying as he left, im really going to mis his pep talks about life. :/
i'm downloading christmas music and i want to put...
its funny because i always talk about how in love i was and how i loved him and how he broke my heart. but now im realizing that he really wasnt important to me at all.. he was just that perfect boy who was nice to have up on my shelf.
i havent been this happy with anybody ever, its like im dating my bestfriend and its amazing. i cant stop smiling and i think about him all day and all night and i...
I am so infatuated with the idea of someone so perfect as me as he is.
But i know that i’m in love with him, everyone thats seen us together can tell.
I’m beyond the point of happiness.
When i dont see him for a few days i get so upset and i miss him so much.
i love him
#iamthankfulfor my mother,sister,and father. my four bestfriends, k&m, and my adam
LAPTOP
i just got a brand new shiny laptop and i love it so much
happy turkey day :)
id take a picture of myself with my new webcam.. but i look a mess. tomorrow :)
I am extremely tired, exhausted, and relieved.
My english paper is over and i have the next 4 days off from school.
I spent my day basically sleeping in school, then out to lunch with kim and kerry.. theyre great.
I’m now going to make my final christmas list, take a nap, and clean my room.
Adams going to pick me up at 6, I’m so happy.. im in a better mood today.
I love spending...
This english paper has taken 4 hours and I'm not...
“[Life] is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.”
– William Shakespeare
afraid.
“we might as well be divorced, we both do our own thing anyway…”
my fingertips are like icecubes
“Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves”
– Henry David Thoreau
stay away.
im happier without you.
i dont need you anymore.
I know what i want now.
we can be friends.
…just keep telling yourself that
When i have my period I stress out way too much about everything.
I have a huge english paper due wednesday and i freak out about it and its all i can think about.
I’m exhausted beyond words but i can’t sleep until this stupid paper is over with.
I’m so stressed out.
I cant handle dance tonight.
dhfshkjshdfhdfjashjk.
you suck.
youre so rude to me, and you talk so much shit behind my back, and i know that you do it.
you suck.
Birthday.
lost-and-delirious:
I spent my last birthday at a sleepover when I found out people honest to god liked me and thought I was normal and “cool.” The party wasn’t for me but I had so much fun.
I ditched those girls for a group of people who don’t care about me. I have nothing in common with most of them and a few of them disgust me. They don’t know or care that it’s my birthday. And I’m spending...
Yesterday
my day was soso good :)
my classes were so easy.
tap drragged wicked slow.
adam picked me up and we went home so i could change then we went to legacy to look around
I discovered that i need to go shopping with like 600$ wicked soon cause i want so much stuff.
hes my boyfriend officially now, its a huge weight off my shoulders.
i miss my friends, i feel like i havent seen them.
I’m still exhausted
I’m still in love with adam patrick giammarco
I’m still going to school everyday
I’m still gonig to dance everyday.
Everything is the same.
Lets change it up.
This kid Tom from Panera looks EXACTLY like Jason...
JasonMraz: i mean its life, it doesn't get any easier, its a waste of time to be upset, it would be a waste of my life
me: i know but sometimes dont you just wish everything was easy?
JasonMraz: of couurse, but im happy and thats all that matters
me: you know jason, youre one of the most down to earth people ive ever met
JasonMraz: well, youre the most mature sixteen year old girl ive ever met
me: jason dont leave, youre my favorite
JasonMraz: well youre mine too.. dont ever stop being such a sweetheart, it'll get you places.
my eyelids hurt from not enough sleep.
not in the mood to dance.
fml.
I’m going to make my christmas list tomorrow :)
I love my life.
yesterday was such a good day.
I love my best friends and i love my boy.
I want an ipod classic for christmas.
I love my life.
I’m so stressed out.
my teacher was a bitch to me today, it ruined my whole day.
i just want a day to myself.
i need a vacation.
tears.
you: I just want you to be honest
me: I'm afraid, honestly afraid of being left alone
you: Sara...
me: I can't let it happen again, i lost faith in this
you: I'm not ***** sara, i'm not out here to hurt you. I never ever want to be anything but perfect to you. I've been waiting since January 11.. and no other girl has ever held my heart like you do. I know what it's like to lose you, I refuse to let it happen again. You're everything.
me: ..
you: why are you crying?
me: i just forgot what it was like to have someone consistantly on my side
you: i'm back, i love you.
